For every good bit of news there's something even more fucked up to go with it.
Deployment of my solution from yesterday worked for all of 50 minutes and then the problems began again.
So I'm back to square one.
I'm depressed worse than yesterday.
I seem to be on the verge of losing more weight but only if I starve myself which makes me even more depressed.
I'm hating life.
I'm hating the fact I can't seem to find any motivation whatsoever.
I'm hating where I live.
I'm hating the fact that I didn't just put the damn house up for sale as-is.
I'm hating my joke of career.
I'm hating Cowtown.
I'm hating this attic full of plastic useless shit.
I'm hating everything.
I don't even think the arrest of the other political scumbag vermin whores would make me smile.
I'm going to go back to work in 20 minutes and still have no solution to the problems.
The world is still going to be corrupt and full of people that are full of shit.
And all I know is tha tonight I'm going to just eat pork and kimchee in hot spicy sauce and hopefully find some iota of happiness in the flavour. And if I put on weight... just fuck it.
Comments (6)
hey...at least there's new depeche mode.
Posted by kelmeister
|
October 20, 2005 12:09 PM
Posted on October 20, 2005 12:09
Yay. Another album to remind me that I listened to Depeche Mode 25 years ago.
*sigh*
Posted by Naladahc
|
October 20, 2005 2:06 PM
Posted on October 20, 2005 14:06
This calls for a sexy party.
Posted by Max Power
|
October 20, 2005 2:18 PM
Posted on October 20, 2005 14:18
And exactly what is a "sexy party" by the way?
Posted by Naladahc
|
October 20, 2005 2:28 PM
Posted on October 20, 2005 14:28
If Family Guy's to be believed it involves running around in circles, Benny Hill style, while dressed like an admiral and surrounded with a bevvy of bikini bimbos.
Posted by Frowny McBeard
|
October 20, 2005 2:54 PM
Posted on October 20, 2005 14:54
All things are impermanent.
This is the law of life and extinction. When life and extinction both perish, Nirvana will be bliss.
-Buddhist sutra
So at the very least, your bad mood's bound to end eventually. I hope the Dae Jibulgogi helps. And while the sudden losses of DeLay and Frist (and now it looks like both Cheney and Bush are going to be implicated on some level in the Plamegate affair) won't make anything better, we can at least have hope that it'll pave the way for someone (ANYONE!) who will.
Besides, reading the vitrol of Krauthammer poured out at Bush instead of at the left was delicious.
Posted by Frowny McBeard
|
October 20, 2005 3:02 PM
Posted on October 20, 2005 15:02